Date: Fri, 15 Feb 2002 15:14:46 -0800 (PST)
From: C L [add to address book] [add to spam block list]
Subject: Re: address for class
To: tiajla@angelfire.com
Hello :)
Thank you so much and I"m looking forward to my first
class tonight too. You seemed to warm up very quickly
I thought and I sooooooo enjoyed talking with you!!
You are very easy to talk to and I'm still amazed that
5 hours could pass so quickly without my realizing it!
*L* I really feel we could be good friends and maybe
more *wink* I felt that instant bond as well *hugs*
My friend Heather will be attending tonight with
me...she is looking forward to finding out what it is
all about and if it is something she wants to pursue.
See you tonight,
Blesses Be, Riki
--- "CCSS Victim ..really!!"
wrote:
> 1015 Page Dr. apt 101
> Gwens phone number if you have trouble is: 306-4365
> its her cell phone,OK?
> I gotta tell ya....wow.....Happy valentines day to
> you too!!!! You are wonderful and I am totally
> going to enjoy your presence in the circle!! It was
> all I could do to talk at first.......yep, you got
> me.....I had to pull courage out of my ass to talk
> to you....**giggle** I just told myself that you
> were only interested in class and class
> ONLY.....that helped me get over those first few
> minutes......after that tho....well...I am SOOOO
> comfortable with you...wow...its been a VERY long
> time since I felt an almost instant friendship with
> someone....thank you for that!!
> Well, gotta get this off....see you tomorrow!!!!
> Simi
> ---
>
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Date: Mon, 4 Feb 2002 19:35:49 -0800 (PST)
From: Teshalla@sexyads.net [add to address book] [add to spam block list]
Subject: Re: hi again
To: tiajla@angelfire.com
You have received the following email from a SexyAds member.
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Hello LadyMoon,
No, not at all...you didn't say anything wrong at
all! I'm VERY sorry I haven't emailed back yet...I
have been so very busy. It says on your page that you
sometimes know what people are thinking, so you'll
know I'm not just saying that. The boring details are
that my dogs had fleas AGAIN (3rd time now) and we
have 2 dogs, my brother in law has 1 dog and my Mom
has 1 dog...all German Shepherds, plus my cat, Cleo.
Flea bombing the house and dipping the dogs/cat is
hard work. As for work, it's been a nightmare...so
happy for Friday to roll around!
As for the class, I am still VERY interested, but
feel I need to know more about it before I would feel
comfortable attending. I would be interested in
talking with you more (emails, chat on line, etc.) and
maybe even meeting for coffee...get to know ya kind of
thing. You seem like a very interesting person :)
Know this: I always answer my email!! It may take me
a while, but I will never just stop writing...that's
rude I think, and I try to extend the same courtesy to
others that I would like to receive. (Do unto others,
there's the 3 fold law which I've believed since I was
little, etc.)Please accept my seeming rudeness for not
answering sooner though :)
About the ad...I am also married and seek a
friend/confidant and occasional lover (totally agree
on the no one needing to know about that!!!)
Discretion is a must for me. Feel free to ask me
anything in that area also...I'm open minded.
Take care, hope to hear from you again, and hope to
get to know you more,
Blessed be, Teshalla
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Date: Sun, 10 Feb 2002 21:09:13 -0800 (PST)
From: C L [add to address book] [add to spam block list]
Subject: M'Lady's answers :)
To: tiajla@angelfire.com
Hello, here are your answers. I would like it very
much if you would answer the same questions and send
them back to me :)
1. What do you look like?(in your opinion)In my
opinion, I am fairly pretty. I like my long hair and
full lips. I have green eyes and dark hair, and think
I am a bit overweight, but still attractive.
2. How old are you? I am 31 years old, but still feel
like I am in my 20's. I think you are really only as
old as you feel, and think you should have fun no
matter what age you are.
3. Where were you born? I was born in Florida, but
moved to Kentucky when I was very young.
4. Were you raised there, too? No, I was raised in
the Fargo/Moorhead area since I was about 7 years old.
5. If not....where were you raised? :) see above
6. If so.....did you aquire long time friends then??
I aquired long time friends after I was here for a
number of years. I have friends that I have known for
19 some years, and others for as few as 7 or 8 years.
7. Are you attached/married? I am married/attached. I
have been with my hubby since I was 14 years old. We
met when I was young, dated forever *L* and got
married 9 years ago. We have 3 children together.
8. Is it comfortable? Happy? It is very comfortable
as we have known each other for so long. We both enjoy
each other's sense of humor and although we don't have
a ton of things in common, we seem to balance each
other. We both enjoy each other immensly in bed as we
have learned about each other's likes and dislikes, in
and out of the bedroom. We are happy as the average
couple and have our problems like the average couple
too. (Communication is important to me and he is still
working on learning it :))
9. What is your sexual orientation? I consider myself
to be bisexual. I love being with my husband, but want
very much to be with a woman, either at the same time
(prefered) or just alone.
10. How long have you known that for sure? I've had
fantasies about being with a woman since I was a
preteen. I have had some petting type contact and
little kisses and such, but never the opportunity to
fulfill it completely. In high school, a girl I knew
and hung around told a lot of people that we had been
to bed together, but never actually tried anything
with me. I always wished she had...
11. Are you artistic? Yes, and yes! I love to draw,
create, do crafts, etc. It was always my favorite
class in school and I always went through paper like
running water (just like my kids do!) Pottery,
painting, drawing, crocheting, crossstitching...all
very enjoyable.
12. Musical? Well, yes and no. I played the viola in
school and I mess around on the guitar from time to
time, but music ,in my life, is the best when I am
listening to music that I love. My favorite songs and
bands/artists can literally change my mood. Two of my
favorites are the Black Crowes and Matchbox 20. I like
music from almost every genre...rock, pop, country,
alternative, oldies, classical...sometimes it's just a
good song and not a particular band.
13. How educated (oficially....life exp. doesnt count
here...it does later however)? Life experience would
go a long way, but officially, I have a high school
diploma and 2 years of college. (Started in math as a
major and switched to child development) I didn't
receive a degree however...I dropped out because of
some medical problems I was having which caused me to
miss too many classes. (They were related to the
Norplant rods I had for birth control)
14. Were you raised in a dysfuncional home? I don't
think so. My Mom is a great woman who rasied me and my
brother with a phenominal amount of love and teachings
of good morals. I think I am a good person because of
the things my Mom taught me. My dad however was
disfunctional and that's why she divorced him when I
was young. I talk to him from time to time now, but my
Mom is my real parent.
15. Ever scrap with Social Services? A few times...
It's a long story, but in a nutshell, I had had
surgery and was recovering. My brother and his wife
and my 2 neices were staying with us. My brother's
wife is a slob and while they were there the house was
a pit, she called Social Services and when they came
out, they wouldn't even look at my medical papers. We
later got an apology from them, but that made no
difference to me...a few years later they were called
on my brother's wife who was with their kids at that
time and they did nothing about the poor conditions
and filth she had those kids in.
Also, when I was pregnant with my first child, I
received assistance through the state and later when I
lived with my husband, they served us papers to pay
$3000 in child support for our own children! There are
other stories about people I know that have had bad
experiences with social services, but as you see, I
can get long winded about any topic *L*
16. Ever been in jail for anything? Never...my Mama
taught me better than that! :)
17. You mind telling if so? Don't mind, never been in
trouble with the law for any reason (execpt one
parking ticket which I paid)
18. What do you do for a living? Since I had my first
child, I've been a full time Mom...a very big job! As
of Dec. of 2001, I have been working out of my home as
a dispatcher and billing for a transportation service.
19. Is that your career choice? As a Mom, yes. As soon
as I found out I was pregnant that became my first
second and third choice. The transportation service,
no. I wanted to be in something dealing with computers
since I was in 7th grade. But I do enjoy secretarial
type jobs also.
20. Do you enjoy your work? Yes, I do, but my boss is
really raping me in the weekly pay catagory and it may
not last much longer.
21. Which catagory would you classify yourself:
a. Laid back Definitely! I think that life happens
to everyone, but it's how you deal with it that makes
a difference. I try not to sweat the small stuff and
deal with the more pressing issues. I get spurts of
energy from time to time though too *L*
b. Over active
c. Sorta both
d. Totally lazy
22. If you had a wish.......what would it be? If I had
only one wish, it would have to be for the safety and
happiness and well being of my children and family and
friends. If I had one more wish, however, it would be
to have left whatever I spent :) You can do so much to
help others, and yourself, when you have the funds to
do it.
23. A simple description of your home could be:
a. Eat off the floor
b. lived in I think it's lived in. Not every thing
has a place or is in it, but it's not bad enough to be
condemed*L* Some days are better than
others...somedays the kids feel more like helping
too!*LOL*
c. Looks like a disaster area but I know where
EVERYTHING is!
d. It should be condemned
24. Is your car a mess? I don't have a car yet. We
have a wee little truck, but it's pretty clean (minus
the dog hairs). We'll be getting a mini van soon and
I'm pretty sure it won't be too messy either.
25. Define mess.....bags/cans/papers/etc on the floor,
stuff on the dash, ashtrays overflowing...
26. Do you have a specified spiritual path? I'm still
learning what path my soul wants to take. I believe
there is a higher being, but feel uncomfortable with
the Christian way of thinking. There are too many
questions left unanswered or answers that don't make
sense. I am a spiritual person and am in the process
of finding what path I belong on. I have certain moral
beliefs that I don't deviate from, but leave an open
mind to see things that I didn't before.
27. Do you live by the code of your path? I live by my
moral paths very much. My spiritual path is still
finding it's way. I have always been a believer that
what you do comes back to you three fold. It has only
been recently that I discovered that this was a way of
Wicca. You could say it piqued my interest.
28. Do you have a judgemental type feeling towards
those of different paths from your own? No. I don't
think that any one person is all right or all wrong in
their spiritual path, assuming that they harm no one
in their journey. No one can say what religion or
belief is right or wrong, and acceptance of others and
their beliefs is imperative to the harmony of this
world. I am, however, predjudiced against predjudiced
thinkers...does that make sense?
I have very much enjoyed answering your questions and
hope you will enjoy answering them yourself :) I
wanted you to know that I didn't mean that I thought I
would be in any danger by meeting you. I am very
adamant about keeping my sexual preferences a secret
from all but myself, my hubby, and a few individuals I
am close to. I really like talking with you so far and
would like to talk with you over coffee soon. I will
let you know for sure when I will meet you out there
so you'll know I'm coming. Just so you know, sometimes
it takes me a while to warm up and feel comfortable
around others, but once I do, I feel I am a fairly
enjoyable person to be around.
Now I have a question...a friend of mine is also
interested in studying Wicca. She has a Native
American background, and was interested when I told
her I was invited to classes. She does NOT know my
sexual preference and I prefer it that way. Would you
be interested in another student? Let me know if you
are comfortable with that and I can bring her
along...either the first meeting, or sometime
thereafter. If you have other questions, feel free to
send them with your answers to this questionaire.
Take care, talk with you soon :)
Blessed Be, Teshalla
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Date: Wed, 13 Feb 2002 21:02:43 -0800 (PST)
From: C L [add to address book] [add to spam block list]
Subject: Re: very cool
To: tiajla@angelfire.com
Hello,
How does Fryin Pan in Moorhead sound? (My
transportation is only iffy during the day...at night
my husband's home) It's not far from either of us.
(You're in Dilworth right?) However, would it be a
problem to meet at 7:00? My oldest daughter needs to
get registered for school for her freshman year and
tomorrow is the last day. If that's not workable, let
me know and I can try to hurry it along. I don't think
my hubby is coming with...he'll stay home with the
kids and probably plan something sweet for Valentine's
Day :)
It's nice that you felt different when I said you
were cute...it made me smile when you said precious,
so I'll forgive you for flirting if you forgive me for
flirting back :)
I'll check my email tomorrow after work to finalize
everything and I'll see you tomorrow!
Take care...Blessed Be, Riki
--- Mojos Girl Tiajla wrote:
> Thursday works great for me....ok..now where...and
> after 4 is good for me.........you said your
> transportation is iffy right?? so...need to pick a
> place you can walk to so .....you pick the
> place.......6pm....ok? Also if I bring anyone it
> would be my daughter. depends on how much homework
> she has.
> let me know,precious.
> Simi
> p.s.
> thanks for calling me cute........I get called that
> alot but for some reason coming from you felt
> different...but anyways...thanks...........forgive
> me if sometimes I flirt a bit.......I am not trying
> to out anyone nor do I expect it back....most of
> them know I am a flirt.OK?
> ---
> Happy in LOVE!
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Date: Fri, 8 Mar 2002 14:17:23 -0800 (PST)
From: "C L" | This is Spam | Add to Address Book
Subject: Re: your page
To: "Silly Dreamer"
Hello there :)
It's funny, but we really do think alike
sometimes!
*L* I love going out with everyone, but really
want
some time alone with you too. The time warp thing
is a
little on the freaky side I admit, but it's fun
all
the same. As for alone and NOT in public, I want
that
to happen really soon! There are so many ways to
accomplish that ;)You don't have to be worried of
chasing me off...that would take an awful lot!
Not
only am I just not like that, and happen to be
VERY
open minded, I really like being around you. I
like
getting your email...and don't worry about
emailing
too much...you can't possibly do that, trust me!
Email
away*L*
Hmmmmmm....not just a witch, but a tempting one
you
are....I don't know if I dare speak privately at
Gwens
to tell you the truth...I would come out of that
bathroom and everyone would know what was going
on!
Just the thought of kissing you again makes me
all
shakey and tingly even now...I can get my house
all to
myself one night with no interuptions...Curt and
I
have done it before...that could be one option?
(I am
laughing cause I am shaking and trying to type
and
it's funny!!*L*)
Your signature...again we think alike...I have
thought of signing that way too...kind of habbit,
and
because I love my friends anyway (and you are one
of
them)...we are both being so careful not to say
anything too soon or want anything too soon or
even
sign something that may be taken the wrong
way...I
think we understand each other quite well! Loving
you
on another level....I think that's coming
too...*kiss*
Sign your letters anyway you like...if I wonder
about
it...I will ask you :)
See you in class, Love, Riki
P.S. thank you for the card!! the thought goes
through
my mind more than you know...one more thing...I
want
you to tell me if you were thinking about me
around 7
or 7:30 this morning ok?
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Date: Wed, 6 Mar 2002 13:59:53 -0800 (PST)
From: "C L" | This is Spam | Add to Address Book
Subject: Hello :)
To: shedragonseeker@yahoo.com
Hey there! :)
Nope, not confused...I can use whatever email
you
want! I must also say...WOW!WOW! and
also...WOW!!!You
should've seen me on the drive home*L* Oh, yes, I
want
more...lots more...(nice to know we are on the
same
wave length*giggle*)
I am so beyond shocked about the length of our
visit
yesterday that I'm not sure there is a word for
it...but I wanted to visit some more...I didn't
want
you to get out of the car either, and I got such
a
strong impression you wanted a kiss...I wanted a
kiss
the whole time we were talking in the
restaurant...I
didn't know if you could tell what I was
thinking...watching your lips move as you talked
and
wondering what they would feel like on mine...I
was
sooooo not disappointed! I tried so hard not to
be
nervous, but I still was...I would've kissed so
much
better if I wasn't...but sounds like you enjoyed
it
anyway ;)
Now, about tonight...Heather can't make it
tonight
cause she is working...she wants to know if we
can all
go tomorrow night instead? (Cassie and Brianna
want to
come..and you are bringing DeeDee right?) I hope
I can
keep my feelings and thoughts to myself while we
are
there...I will really want another kiss...no way
to
sneak one though :( We can still meet up at
Perkins at
7pm, and you won't have to worry about a ride.
Let me
know as soon as you can...I'm going to go take a
nap
right now (only 2 hours of sleep last night and
I'm
blowing off work today*L*)
I"m going to check back here around 6pm and if
by
some chance you don't get this in time...I'll
show up
there anyway so you don't sit there wondering.
Looking forward to seeing (and feeling) you
again...*kisses* Riki
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